Jan 16, 2008 10:08
i think things are going to be ok. maybe.
but somehow this feeling of dread just won't stop hanging over me.
perhaps i'm just too overly cognitive. i think that might be it.
it just sucks because i know what i want. and what i want i want so bad to have... but i know i can't have it, which is a hard thing to grasp.
then again, i'm probably not worth it anyway.