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[cornmoney]

Well life drags on ....You know for some reason I just seem to be in a huge rut...I never do anything but go to school and work and life just keeps getting more and more boring and I really do not know how to make it any better....I am also kind of freaking out because that is what I do best....I just feel like I have so many decisions....that eventually I will have to make that will effect the rest of my life and I just can not make them....I mean I know that I still have a year and half to decide some things but....I don't want to end up with a job I hate in a place that I hate even more you know what I mean... I mean I am just not good at making decisions...and plus I have zero guts...and no confidence right now....I have no idea why...I am so so confused
Alix