Aug 14, 2005 03:47
i slowly killed myself 5 times today and loved the way it smelled.
mmmmm, this is a very good last weekend so far. i dont even want to be awake for school tues.
saw tracy at her workplace; they got some damn good food there. then chilled at mah place for a couple hours with maya and rebecca N. aj came over around 12 and we chilled til around 2.
im having this strange craving for rap and such and miss norris introduced me to some interesting songs.
and for tracy: "don't you wish your girlfriend was a freak like me"
wat it is hoe
The bondage fairy kisses me goodnight
As sepulchral tones filled my head
Dragging me to caustic houses
Where the night is brought to death
Air belonging outside my lungs
Spreads shakily through my chest
Failing to aid my blasted thoughts
how to lie my way from a lie
Gently brought to closure; ends meet
An argument that has stopped from the beginning
Cannot be put to justice, or time
Sentenced, one more thing to restrict me
Night's punishment is taken with pleasure
The mark of teeth upon the flesh of my neck
Burns like peppermints
And chills like goose bumps