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I really hate the world right now. I'm probably just in a bad mood but whatever, I just hate school and everything else in the world, including myself right now. I'm going through a major "I'm fat" period, and I know it'll go away in a week or so, I just have them sometimes but I hate them. I feel extremely discouraged about my life right now, everything I'm doing right now all of the things I'm investing so much time in are just means to an end. I hate counting down the days, it makes me see that this isn't permanent but it makes me feel like I'm wasting my life. I think I'll go to bed, maybe that'll help, and then I won't fall asleep and die or worse kill someone else on 264 tomorrow on the way home.