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So now I don't know whether I should go out with my mum tonight. I told her I would, as she has no one else to go out with, but I wish I hadn't. I can't deal with it, and I have so much work to do. Hmm.
I want to watch the Buffy episodes that my friend brought over for me, but I feel like I need to work first and see them as a reward if I finish everything I've got to do (which I'm never going to). Where am I going to fit five hours' worth of epsiodes into this week? I desperately want to see them before I go back, as I can only watch them on my dad's computer because mine doesn't have enough memory to load the software. Hmmm...
I'm having a 'why am I putting myself through this?' day. There is no way I can do enough work to teach decent lessons in the first part of this term. I don't know what I'm doing. Why am I not training for a nice quiet job where I don't feel this stressed every day???
I'm going to read Antony and Cleo in the bath and try to relax.
I want to watch the Buffy episodes that my friend brought over for me, but I feel like I need to work first and see them as a reward if I finish everything I've got to do (which I'm never going to). Where am I going to fit five hours' worth of epsiodes into this week? I desperately want to see them before I go back, as I can only watch them on my dad's computer because mine doesn't have enough memory to load the software. Hmmm...
I'm having a 'why am I putting myself through this?' day. There is no way I can do enough work to teach decent lessons in the first part of this term. I don't know what I'm doing. Why am I not training for a nice quiet job where I don't feel this stressed every day???
I'm going to read Antony and Cleo in the bath and try to relax.