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Feb 19, 2009 15:37

I am, and have been, stuck in my head, lost, deflated, depressed...just sad. I walk room to room and the only word that comes to mind is "absurd." I've barely been practicing, barely been exercising...enough to get by, enough to feel like I've done something. I haven't decided if these are symptoms of the problem or feeding the problem. Probably both.

This weekend is SDIJ, the annual jazz fest at UNI, in Cedar Falls. A good thing, an actual good moment this month. A month filled with far too many memories. I have the day off tomorrow. I am staying over night after band, for a healthy dose of My Gang, and then to Cedar Falls, for a healthy dose of live music and...well, where my heart often lives, no matter how my brain may freeze up. I'm hoping to find my heart there. And find music, find my spark, and my laugh.

I hope.


cedar falls, my gang, uni, music

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