Deal.

Mar 27, 2006 23:31

It seems I was encouraged into doing an update this time, how odd. Honestly there's nothing much to report that most don't already know. I've got the flu, from my mother. It's majorly sucky. Currently my tempature is... 99.7, which is higher than it has been but still relatively high for a person who stays at 96.8 or so. I'm cold-blooded by nature, honest.

Highlight of my day? I got to spend it chatting with people, and doing a bit of catching up with forgotten friends. An ex-boyfriend who went into the NAVY, Travis, got in contact with me last night. It was mind-blowing. I didn't realize how much I missed him until I talked to him last night. I just... like... broke down, I don't know. But, I didn't cry then, I cried while watching "Evita", a really awesome movie... Iunno. It was odd, and just. . .odd. ...Yeah.

So, in case it wasn't obvious I've messed up my LJ in hopes of improving it. Hehehe, I'm sure it'll continue to chance because, as most know, I'm picky.

As always, I'll include a short little rant... This one will hopefully be SHORT, but we shall see. I will admit that I have the tendancy to blow things out of proportion and make them far worse then they actually are. I'll also admit that I rant, an awful lot, and usually to people that don't give a crap and are sick of hearing it. On a plus side, I don't rant as soon as I get on a Messenger. My first IM to a person isn't "OMG, muh lyfe sux!", because I've got more tact. I atleast take the time to see how the other person is or some such. Now, maybe I'm just being bitchy because I'm sick and miserable, but this is something that has been bothering me so much for such a long time. I'm just asking, no-wait, I'm begging, that people come to the realization that there are feelings present aside from their own, and if one were to start acknowledging such things, life may be a bit easier. Because of situations like these, and my inability to speak my mind, I may have lost the greatest on-line friend I've had in quite some time. And oddly enough, I'm near tears over something... odd, again. I hate cryin'.

A friend of mine is utterly pissed at me, the reasoning dealing with Hollow. You'd have to be a player to understand. I'll not start on that rant, though, it'll take another hour or so to type it out.

Gettin' a limo and so forth for prom. Mom's worried I'll be uber smashed when it's all done, and perhaps she's right... We shall have to see. I'm sure it'll be splendid, as I'm going with a bunch of teens who, frankly, are rarely sober. Haha, my luck, I tell you.

This is the part where I'm going to be difficult. There's an issue that needs to be directed, one I could easily talk about on her and resolve all sorts of things. But, I am a bitch, so... I'm going to be difficult. Surely the person, no matter how ...slow at times, can figure this bit is about them. And if not, I'll not enlighten them. I'm going to be rather ebil, and have things admitted in other forms than an update on an LJ. Yes, I'm being cruel. It happens, it's called life!

On a random note, I tore my monkey pants. Let's all take this time to mourn them, shall we? And if you don't, go fuck a duck!

james blunt

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