Biteth thy arse
So, I'm happy. For the first time in a few monthes, I can honestly say that I'm estatic. The lovely Andrew finally asked me out, and I agreed. I wasn't sure what else to say. We've been friends 4 years or so, and just recently developed such feelings. (I think it was recently? On my part, anyhow.) I still have some sort of -feelings- for two other guys, and I regret that nothing came of them. I don't think either of them know 'bout Andrew... Hmm. One I KNOW won't care, the other might. We'll just have to see....
Got kind of pissed off today. Don't want to talk about it. A few know why, and they understand. That's all that matters. Let's just say... I thought a certain relationship was at a different point, but I was wrong. It seems the person saw it differently, and was simply using me to keep themselves amused for the next few weeks. Oh, well, I guess. Yeah, it hurts, but I'll get over it.
Weds. was my little brother's B-day dinner. It was fun. Trouble is, I had to deal with my step-dad. Those who know him, or what he did to me, know how hard it was for me to sit through dinner. I was in tears when it was over, but that doesn't matter. Saturday is his party. Once more, the step-dad will be there, but I think I can deal with it. If not... Well, we'll just have to see.
The meds aren't helping for the mood swings, only worsening them. Got a trip to the 'Crazy Doctor', Sunday. Been in and out of that since the age of 7... They can't tell me anymore than what I already know, but whatever. I'm still kind of fuming over previous said things, and being completly blown off by a certain friend because his girlfriend is around, but that's all okay. I'll manage, I always do. Going to end this here before it becomes some emo rant o'doom. Hugs and kisses to those deserving. MWAH.
Got kind of pissed off today. Don't want to talk about it. A few know why, and they understand. That's all that matters. Let's just say... I thought a certain relationship was at a different point, but I was wrong. It seems the person saw it differently, and was simply using me to keep themselves amused for the next few weeks. Oh, well, I guess. Yeah, it hurts, but I'll get over it.
Weds. was my little brother's B-day dinner. It was fun. Trouble is, I had to deal with my step-dad. Those who know him, or what he did to me, know how hard it was for me to sit through dinner. I was in tears when it was over, but that doesn't matter. Saturday is his party. Once more, the step-dad will be there, but I think I can deal with it. If not... Well, we'll just have to see.
The meds aren't helping for the mood swings, only worsening them. Got a trip to the 'Crazy Doctor', Sunday. Been in and out of that since the age of 7... They can't tell me anymore than what I already know, but whatever. I'm still kind of fuming over previous said things, and being completly blown off by a certain friend because his girlfriend is around, but that's all okay. I'll manage, I always do. Going to end this here before it becomes some emo rant o'doom. Hugs and kisses to those deserving. MWAH.