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So it's been forever since I've written in this thing. I actually wrote one or two entries awhile ago, but my computer got messed up and my entries got erased before I could submit them. I know it was a good thing that one of them got erased. I know I'm better off not saying the things I wanted to say. So I guess some things happen for a reason. Anyway, my life has been so hectic. Between all my classes, homework, prelims, projects, and everything else, I've had little free time. Except the weekends, that's my one time for fun. Last weekend was a very good weekend. Thursday night I went to this play at this frat where I have a bunch of friends. Not to mention that all the guys in there are really hot. But anyway, the play was cute. I went with Brittni and Amanda, and we were planning on leaving afterwards (I promised Barbara I would come back here and go out with her, and Brittni had a meeting, and Amanda had homework to do.) But anyway, the guys convinced us to stay and play pong, so it was us 3 and about 10 guys. Turned out to be an awesome night, I played so well. First game we won by alot, and 2nd game we played against the team that "never loses". Anyway, I think they cheated, but none-the-less they did beat us in overtime. Oh well. I then played 2 more games in which I won. Yay for being good at pong. After that, we came back here, and I introduced Amanda to all my friends on my floor. Me and Amanda had to stick together (long story of why this is.. but we just take care of each other). But anyway, then I let Amanda go home, and I spent the night in Doug's room. This was both a good and bad thing. I also had a long talk with Brett, another guy from my floor, and we worked a lot of things out. This was a very good thing, and I am very glad we had our talk. So that sums up Thursday night. Friday night I had 2 prefrosh, and I went to an a capella concert (Cayuga's Waiters are amazing.. I'm obsessed), and then we went out. Despite the fact that I got both the prefrosh drunk (well, I actually tried to keep them sober, but it didn't work too well), we had a good time. We went back and chilled at Sig Phi when the parties weren't too fun, and just drank in some random guy's room. My one prefrosh (she was actually my neighbor's prefrosh, but my neighbor didn't want to go out) ended up hooking up with the sketchiest guy I know. I'm friends with him, he's a cool guy, but majorly sketchy. And Brittni stayed there with some guy, too bad she got sick in his room and then had to leave. But I had fun just hanging out with my friends in the frat and chillen with the prefrosh. Saturday I slept ALL DAY, and I seriously woke up and got ready for my formal, and that was all I did all day. I wasn't planning on going to my formal because a lot of my friends weren't going, and I didn't feel like having to ask someone to go, because I didn't know who to ask. So once I told my big and my big big big that I wasn't going, they flipped out at me and told me I had to go, and they would find me a date (which I really didn't want, but I agreed anyway.) So I ended up taking my big big big's brother to my formal, he was a sophomore who I had never met before. I thought it was going to be a disaster at first, because we both went over to the house completely sober, and I didn't really know anyone there, and everyone was so drunk already. I didn't want to drink too much, because I'm really trying hard to not be drunk anymore, but I felt like I definitely needed something. So I figured I'd go look for my big. I find my big, and she goes, Becky I have to introduce you to my date!!! So I go to meet her date, and who is it? This guy that I hooked up with at the beginning of the semester! Just my luck.. ahh it was awful. It was so awkward, so I basically couldn't hang out with her for the rest of the night. I actually ended up having a good time with my date, he was a really nice guy. So my formal was pretty fun, even though it started off kind of bad. This weekend I'm obsessing over a big party at Sig Phi (the frat I've been talking about throughout this entry.) It's a Miami Vice theme, and me and my girls went out and bought clothes to wear. Haha, I know this sounds pathetic, but I'm so obsessed. I love Sig Phi (especially Dan...) and I want the party to be awesome. My friend Brittni was supposed to go home this weekend for a big party for her grandparents and she's skipping it just so she can go to Sig Phi. Now that's dedication. Anyway, things are going well with me. I was having a troubled time about 2-3 weeks ago, but I am doing much better now, and I get stronger every day. I learned a lot from my mistakes, and I'm becoming a better person because of it. Life isn't always easy, but as long as you get something positive out of all your experiences, they aren't always a bad thing.