When is the weekend coming?
So I really wish I had more time to write in this journal, I really like the idea of getting all my thoughts out right before going to sleep. But when I don't even get the chance to get ready for bed until close to 3 am and have class the next day at 9 am, there isn't really time to write in the journal. Tonight is different, though. It's only 12 and I'm done all my work and just sitting here with not much to do. Perfect opportunity to write an entry. So my life is pretty stressful right now, although I feel like that's not going to change anytime soon. My classes are pretty intense, and prelims start in 2 weeks and I'm a little freaked out about that. I have absolutely no idea what is going on in math (which is quite odd for me being that all throughout high school math was my best subject and always came easily to me) and I have a prelim in 2 weeks from tomorrow. For the past 2 homework assignments, I've done half on my own and copied the other half from guys on my floor because I don't even know where to begin to solve them. Now this works just fine for homework assignments, but when it comes time for the prelim I cannot just get the 2nd half of the answers from the person sitting next to me. I wish it was that easy, however I'm afraid it's not. In better news, I had a physics quiz today and got both questions correct, so I was happy about that. I guess it balanced out my check minus on the homework from last week. But I was actually happy with the check minus, being that I couldn't even get out of bed on Friday to go turn it in. Luckily I have great friends who are willing to walk all the way across campus to turn it in for me. Oh I love my friends. My other classes at the present time are rather uneventful, which is a good thing. So let's see what I've done over the past week. Last Wednesday night we had a mixer for my sorority. It pretty much sucked, and I was mad that I had been looking forward to it for so long. The only good thing that came out of it was the fact that I got invited to a good party for Thursday night. I promised my friends on the floor that I'd hang out with them Thursday night since I had no sorority event planned. So we went to this party I was invited to and it turned out to be a good time. However, I had only 3 drinks, and was so drunk it was rediculous. I came back to a bad experience on my floor, where all the guys down the hall decided it was cool to try and take advantage of me when I was drunk. Yes, I really hate boys sometimes. Friday morning was even worse when I woke up super sick and couldn't even get out of bed. But all was better once I went back to sleep. Friday night I skipped my sorority event to stay in and watch a movie and go to bed early. Saturday night we had a sleepover for my pledge class, it was lots of fun. We had all kinds of interesting events planned, and I really got to meet lots of girls. I love Alpha Phis! Sunday was a crazy work day, I think I did something like 4 different subjects of homework. Crazy. Today was my crazy day of classes, it started with a physics quiz in section, then physics lecture, math lecture, and finally a 4 hour chem lab. All with no breaks in between. Long day. But that's ok, because next week I'll get out of chem lab early because I got most of the lab finished today. Yay for that. I made an awesome deal this weekend, too. This guy on my floor was looking for someone who knew how to iron (and everyone knows I'm obsessed with that!) so of course I was like oh I can help you.. but it's going to cost you. So we made a deal that I would iron his pants (took me all of 2 minutes) and then anytime I want a bottle of wine he will give it to me. It was a pretty good deal, I'd say. It's Sarah's birthday this weekend so I'm going to use my first bottle for that. And he's going to drive me to Wegman's (the grocery store) to buy glasses so we can be all sophisticated and everything. Haha, I'm excited. So that's for Saturday night. Now Friday night, we have our date night for my sorority. I am definitely not excited for this. It's now Tuesday and I still have no idea who to ask. I really want to go with someone I like (the whole idea of DATE night), but I'm too afraid to ask someone I really like. Small problem. I could ask someone on my floor, but it wouldn't be the same, because that would be strictly as friends. So I'm pretty much torn about what to do over this issue, just another little piece of stress to add to my daily life. Oh well. I'll figure something out I'm sure. If worst comes to worst I can always go alone or not go at all. The only reason I really want to go is because it's the only event we have planned all week, and I really want to spend some time with my new favorite girls! Otherwise I really wouldn't care at all. So I met some guy from Maple Shade this weekend while walking home from a party. It was kind of random, and he was a little sketchy. That's ok though, all the guys here are sketchy, I'm used to that by now. He was a little weird, kept telling me he was gangsta and from the ghetto. I was like hunny, you go to Cornell, you are not gangsta. Sorry to bust his bubble. Haha, anyway, people here are weird, it's just something you learn to accept after awhile. So that's about all I have to say.. I think I got everything off my mind. Now I can hopefully get a good night's sleep tonight so I can be fully awake for class tomorrow. Good night all!