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I don't run anymore.
What's going on right now is to great to run.
I'd rather walk and soak it all in.
I saw a guy cry today. Same age as me.
After seeing him, I couldn't hold it in and I started to cry as well.
I don't know if I felt sorry for him, or guily for what I had done to him.
Maybe I cried because it felt so good to finally not be that guy.
But I think I cried because I know that I am going to be that guy in a few weeks.
And I will be a complete mess.
I learned something today.
I will never be the best at anything in life. No matter what I do, how hard I work, or how much I think that I have acomplished what I have to do, there is always someone there. Towering above me like a ever-persistant giant.
It's discoaraging, to say the least. It hurts for anyone to realize that.
But I also decided something today.
No matter what it is. Big or small.
No matter how hard it is. Impossible or Attainable.
No matter what anyone says. Positive or Negative.
I will set my goals and fight to the death to acomplish them.
If I do this, hell who know? I might just be the best at something.
Maybe not in the world, but how about the state? Thats a start.
I think only a few people understand what I am going with here.
So at that I will stop. Goodnight to all. Happy Homecoming, Halloween.
Go Dana, go Eagles, go friends, go family, hell go everything, and thanks for your time.
What's going on right now is to great to run.
I'd rather walk and soak it all in.
I saw a guy cry today. Same age as me.
After seeing him, I couldn't hold it in and I started to cry as well.
I don't know if I felt sorry for him, or guily for what I had done to him.
Maybe I cried because it felt so good to finally not be that guy.
But I think I cried because I know that I am going to be that guy in a few weeks.
And I will be a complete mess.
I learned something today.
I will never be the best at anything in life. No matter what I do, how hard I work, or how much I think that I have acomplished what I have to do, there is always someone there. Towering above me like a ever-persistant giant.
It's discoaraging, to say the least. It hurts for anyone to realize that.
But I also decided something today.
No matter what it is. Big or small.
No matter how hard it is. Impossible or Attainable.
No matter what anyone says. Positive or Negative.
I will set my goals and fight to the death to acomplish them.
If I do this, hell who know? I might just be the best at something.
Maybe not in the world, but how about the state? Thats a start.
I think only a few people understand what I am going with here.
So at that I will stop. Goodnight to all. Happy Homecoming, Halloween.
Go Dana, go Eagles, go friends, go family, hell go everything, and thanks for your time.