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fuck college.
im going through a hippie, free spirit stage right now and desperately need to shake of it. all i wanna do is roam the world and meet new people and try new things and just..see things. honestly, i dont even want to go to any UW college. i have no interest, and it scares me. i mean, i want to go to college i really do but i have this personal idea of what i want college to be. i dont want to go to some big school spirit driven, chaotic, drunken college. i dont want to go to some small school located in approximately nowhere with approximately nothing to see or do. i dont want to live in a dorm, unless i knew the dorm was actually nice and not full of complete fuckheads. but, chances are anywhere i'd go would be chock full of those fuckheads, which makes me want an apartment even more. but no. all i want to do is travel, be a nomad. but i can't do that. because the funds will run out and i'd get home sick. so basically im stuck in a rut. a horrible, horrible rut. but i know im just freaking out and i'll have my epiphany and realize oh yay i want to go there!! and i want to do this!! and it'll be oh-so-fucking-fantastic!! but until then, i plan on being a fucking hippie in my head. i'm so good at swearing sometimes.
also, fuck hurricanes.
seriously stop it. nobody likes you big ol scary things so just go and die forever please. and fuck you for raising gas prices again.
thank buddha that the shins seems to make everything alright for a stupid, stupid girl like me.
im going through a hippie, free spirit stage right now and desperately need to shake of it. all i wanna do is roam the world and meet new people and try new things and just..see things. honestly, i dont even want to go to any UW college. i have no interest, and it scares me. i mean, i want to go to college i really do but i have this personal idea of what i want college to be. i dont want to go to some big school spirit driven, chaotic, drunken college. i dont want to go to some small school located in approximately nowhere with approximately nothing to see or do. i dont want to live in a dorm, unless i knew the dorm was actually nice and not full of complete fuckheads. but, chances are anywhere i'd go would be chock full of those fuckheads, which makes me want an apartment even more. but no. all i want to do is travel, be a nomad. but i can't do that. because the funds will run out and i'd get home sick. so basically im stuck in a rut. a horrible, horrible rut. but i know im just freaking out and i'll have my epiphany and realize oh yay i want to go there!! and i want to do this!! and it'll be oh-so-fucking-fantastic!! but until then, i plan on being a fucking hippie in my head. i'm so good at swearing sometimes.
also, fuck hurricanes.
seriously stop it. nobody likes you big ol scary things so just go and die forever please. and fuck you for raising gas prices again.
thank buddha that the shins seems to make everything alright for a stupid, stupid girl like me.