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listening to some songs get me really emotional and thats when i know the artist did well. if someone can relate that well with a 4 minute song... something was done correctly. but maybe when youre sad or any other intense emotion, anything can sort of set you off. i think certain sounds, not necisarily the lyrics but the instruments or how theyre played can really strike up those feelings too. the whole human body and soul is just like a big nerve that reacts to everything, at any given moment, to any random or predictable occurence or event. im sick of being affected. i wish i could turn my nerve off sometimes. i wish i was more mellow, easy going. carefree. but, im glad i care about things because there are too many grand things to care about...right? fuck. i think one thing and then i start actually thinking deeper and end up contradicting myself. im a confused circle of joanna.