pretty boys
-not really that horny guys
Okay so today I was really happy up until a situation with a particular boy. Okay so people kept getting involved in business that had nothing to do with them. Okay so I found out that he already knew I liked him, which I didn't really care about, but then Diana made it really awkward. (I know I said that I liked awkward moments but this one kind of sucked) He just said "Colin this is my friend Daria and she wants to talk to you because she doesn't know how...so here." I really didn't want to sit with them but then I did and it was uncomfortable and he didn't talk to me....I tried to join in to the conversation but it was just so weird. I hate acting like a stupid shy teenage girl because it reality I am hardly ever shy or stupid (at least about things like that) Mostly I am pissed at myself...I was being a bitch. So, I just decided that the whole situation can go fuck itself and I honestly don't care anymore. It's all pointless crap and I won't remember any of it by the end of the year. Plus I have heard from a lot of people that he has changed a lot, so screw it all. He's probably not worth it and I am sure he doesn't like me. So I am moving on.
OOooh, but good news..Joanna also got offered the thing for the camp in NY which is awesome and it would so fun to go together. So, the boy won't even matter anymore because we will find hot hot hot European boys!!!!! I was shouting that over and over again on the bus. I am soooooooooooooooooooooooooo excited! It could be amazing! yAY! Okay, I gotta go to hebrew high now.........bye everyone.
Okay so today I was really happy up until a situation with a particular boy. Okay so people kept getting involved in business that had nothing to do with them. Okay so I found out that he already knew I liked him, which I didn't really care about, but then Diana made it really awkward. (I know I said that I liked awkward moments but this one kind of sucked) He just said "Colin this is my friend Daria and she wants to talk to you because she doesn't know how...so here." I really didn't want to sit with them but then I did and it was uncomfortable and he didn't talk to me....I tried to join in to the conversation but it was just so weird. I hate acting like a stupid shy teenage girl because it reality I am hardly ever shy or stupid (at least about things like that) Mostly I am pissed at myself...I was being a bitch. So, I just decided that the whole situation can go fuck itself and I honestly don't care anymore. It's all pointless crap and I won't remember any of it by the end of the year. Plus I have heard from a lot of people that he has changed a lot, so screw it all. He's probably not worth it and I am sure he doesn't like me. So I am moving on.
OOooh, but good news..Joanna also got offered the thing for the camp in NY which is awesome and it would so fun to go together. So, the boy won't even matter anymore because we will find hot hot hot European boys!!!!! I was shouting that over and over again on the bus. I am soooooooooooooooooooooooooo excited! It could be amazing! yAY! Okay, I gotta go to hebrew high now.........bye everyone.