recapping
It's been awhile and I will try to keep this as short as possible.. but it is me we are talking about here.. queen of being long winded.. so we will see how that happens.
I like my new job for the most part. The last couple days have been a little stressful because it's been go go go all day long and I did not have everything finished when it was time to go so I stayed a few minutes later, but it's a good experience for me. I dont think its something that I want to do permanently but for now it works. I dont even want to get into what I want to do permanently because I honestly have no idea anymore and that scares the crap out of me. I want to get a full time job and everything so that I can feel settled in what I do.. but I honestly have no idea what that is anymore.
Now onto the stressful parts of life. Married guy, as I have nicknamed him, has been calling again. He called three times yesterday and left a message. The other two times I either hung up on him or he didn't leave a message. He also called Saturday night. I dont really know why he is calling but it scares/annoys me. I am hoping that he will get the picture that I dont want to have anything to do with him and he will stop calling. I just dont understand why all of a sudden he is calling again. It's been like a month since I have quit that job and thus seen him.. so why now? Anyway, I am hoping he will stop calling soon.
VBS is approaching rapidly. I still dont have anyone doing the music and it just seems like there is so much stuff to do and not enough time to do it in. This is stressing me out big time and I have vowed to spend more time working on things. I am planning on going into the church tomorrow morning before work and getting some of the stuff nailed down, as much as I can. Then, I am calling Marguerite and asking her if we can meet again and hopefully she can help me put up some of the posters around the church and help clarify some things for me. I just wish it could be over so I dont have to worry about this anymore because it is constanly weighing on me. I dont think this is going to be something that I will do next year. I definetely have even more respect for her and everyone else who does these kinds of things.. because it's not easy.
*sigh* well I think I got everything off my chest that I needed to. I think I will now go and relax a little bit since there is nothing else I can do tonight. Ciao!
I like my new job for the most part. The last couple days have been a little stressful because it's been go go go all day long and I did not have everything finished when it was time to go so I stayed a few minutes later, but it's a good experience for me. I dont think its something that I want to do permanently but for now it works. I dont even want to get into what I want to do permanently because I honestly have no idea anymore and that scares the crap out of me. I want to get a full time job and everything so that I can feel settled in what I do.. but I honestly have no idea what that is anymore.
Now onto the stressful parts of life. Married guy, as I have nicknamed him, has been calling again. He called three times yesterday and left a message. The other two times I either hung up on him or he didn't leave a message. He also called Saturday night. I dont really know why he is calling but it scares/annoys me. I am hoping that he will get the picture that I dont want to have anything to do with him and he will stop calling. I just dont understand why all of a sudden he is calling again. It's been like a month since I have quit that job and thus seen him.. so why now? Anyway, I am hoping he will stop calling soon.
VBS is approaching rapidly. I still dont have anyone doing the music and it just seems like there is so much stuff to do and not enough time to do it in. This is stressing me out big time and I have vowed to spend more time working on things. I am planning on going into the church tomorrow morning before work and getting some of the stuff nailed down, as much as I can. Then, I am calling Marguerite and asking her if we can meet again and hopefully she can help me put up some of the posters around the church and help clarify some things for me. I just wish it could be over so I dont have to worry about this anymore because it is constanly weighing on me. I dont think this is going to be something that I will do next year. I definetely have even more respect for her and everyone else who does these kinds of things.. because it's not easy.
*sigh* well I think I got everything off my chest that I needed to. I think I will now go and relax a little bit since there is nothing else I can do tonight. Ciao!