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Ok I am throughly depressed! I got home last night and listened to our messages and I had one from my friend Rhonda. Well she said it was something very important that unfourtantly she had to tell me and even told me to call her at work (that never happenes) so I am freaking out and went over to my in-laws (since the live about 30 seconds down the road) since we dont have long distance right this second. (yes brian overspent yet again!!) anyways i get a hold of her. She proceeds to tell me that lil matt fredrick died on monday! Pneomia (spelling) finally got the best of him!! He was I believe 14 or 15. I am devestated! i cant believe this! He was so cute and had such a high out look on life! We couldnt remember that if he had MS or spinabifia (spelling again i know i suck) anyways I still cant believe this! I have to find a way up to Toledo for at least the service Rhonda Jeff Jucas Sara and I are going together. Im just a mess though! I am in shock I think I cried all the tears I can until the showing. I dont care if I have to take a bus up there I am getting up there!!!! All I can do now is just ask mom to take care of him up there.
Well I need to get off of here i need to get some work done!
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Well I need to get off of here i need to get some work done!
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