Were there stars in his eyes? Or was that just courtesy?
Break has been full of nothingness. Sometimes boredom. Sometimes relaxation. Lots of family parties and too much eating. way too much eating on my part. But ultimately nothingness. I'm not sure I like it that much. So I went to the library today and got some books. Hopefully that will remedy my feeling of discontent. Anyone want to bet on how long it will be before I give up on The Federalist Papers? Ever since PES I've always wanted to try reading them. I will persevere. I swear. New Years Resolution: loose weight. Read Federalist. Finish To the Lighthouse. Stop the wishful thinking about boys. Kill the depression/apathy. Do better in Calc 2nd semester. I guess that turned into several resolutions. Oh well. My life needs a lot of work.
I changed my user pic, but I might have to change it to something else because it kind of creeps me out to see myself looking at me whenever I read my lj.
I went to the DIA today. I enjoyed the African and American art. Need to the OAW now. Too lazy. What a surprise.
Think of me, think of me fondly when we've said goodbye.
Remember me once in a while, please promise me you'll try.
When you find that once again you long to take your heart back and be free,
if you ever find a moment, spare a thought for me.
We never said our love was ever green or as unchanging as the sea,
but if you can still remember, stop and think of me.
Think of all the things we've shared and seen;
don't think about the way things might have been.
Think of me, think of me waking, silent and resigned.
Imagine me, trying too hard, to put you from my mind,
Recall those days, look back on all those times,
Think of the things we'll never do.
There will never be a day when I won't think of you.
(Think of me, Phantom of the Opera)
I don't like feeling myself move on. And I don't like finding myself attracted to someone else.
And I don't like the attention I am receiving from yet another individual. The interest is not recriprocal. Not even in the smallest sense of the term. Sigh.