forever was in your eyes...
Sometimes I feel good about this... While other times I question what I am doing chasing after you. I just want to know how you are feeling. Does this feel right to you?
"I love it when you look at me because for one split second I know I crossed your mind."
I love looking at you and seeing that smile... That little haha... You know I like it... are you trying to string me along? Or do you like spending time with me?
I don't wanna fuck up again. I want to settle down. I want to take this one slowly and not jump into anything... But when your not around, I feel like I am missing something... and that something I'm missing is something that can't be replaced until I see you again... Yesterday was the first day that I have gone without seeing you... I want to see you... I want to cuddle with you on my broken futon. I want to kiss your lips and feel you kissing me back. I want to hear how you think I suck at Mario Kart even though I beat you everytime. I want to hear how trashed my room is, and how you want to help me clean it. I want you to steal me cheese. I want you to make me wake you up in the morning for practice because you never wake up. I want you to tell me how stupid you think Napolean Dynamite is, even though you know it's my favorite movie. I want a night... for just me and you to relax, lay around, and watch tv or a movie. I want my clothes, blankets, and pillows to smell like you again. I want I want I want.
"I don't know what it is about you: your smile, your attitude, or just the way you make me smile when I see you walk towards me... but I just can't stop thinking of you."
Haha, Obviously I like someone... and somehow I am slowly moving on from Lionel... I thought I might want to try to get him back... But, I learned that I need to get myself out there if I really feel like this is what I want... as in, Lionel being the one that I want to be with for the rest of my life. I know that I will always love him and everything about him will always be perfect, but I need to see if I am really ready for all of this... So right now I am enjoying being single, but at the same time as you can tell from above, there is someone in my life right now that I am into.. But then again, I always like someone lol.
My cell phone got stolen at the club on friday... that sucked real bad... but, whatever... that night was fun... I need to shower.
.court.