Close to crying.... :(
guys im close to just breaking down and crying...if ur some of my close friends u know why...i mean it kills me....i have never felt this way before....and if u do know...dont go around telling it becuase i dont wanna start no trouble with a few people....if u know what i mean...and besides that fact..i think one of my friends are avoiding me becuase i havent talked to her in 2 days ....she hasnt called er nething....i really really need a hug right now...lol....wow that was my first LOL in this whole thing..usually i have a million of them by now...welll that jus goes to show ya how hurt i am right now....i dont wanna feel like this i really dont....but i guess u cant change the way ur herat feels...shew i couldnt even sleep ...and u know me...lol...wow look theres 2...im on a roll....lol...well i guess i better go..im gonna try to get help from same friends.....
-*-Ly* bye*-