In Dreams
Dreams in a way are very cruel you know?
I feel like, I dont know how I feel...
Alone perhaps.
I have many people who surround me in life,
My Friends, My Family, I have 4 men who want me.
Still no happiness...
I am fucked...
My head is spinning right now, I dont know what to do.
I basically push away everyone who is perfect for me b/c they aren't Chris.... His name brings tears to my eyes.
Why the Fuck did you do this to me? I dont ever want to go back to sleep. His face haunts my dreams. I still feel his touch. It's like he is under my skin.I feel him in the wind....
In the smell of the ocean, Daytona will never be the same....
I hide so much, I edit everything I tell everybody.....
I pretend to be living, I pretend to be alive..
When in fact, nothing could be further from the truth.
I feel like, I dont know how I feel...
Alone perhaps.
I have many people who surround me in life,
My Friends, My Family, I have 4 men who want me.
Still no happiness...
I am fucked...
My head is spinning right now, I dont know what to do.
I basically push away everyone who is perfect for me b/c they aren't Chris.... His name brings tears to my eyes.
Why the Fuck did you do this to me? I dont ever want to go back to sleep. His face haunts my dreams. I still feel his touch. It's like he is under my skin.I feel him in the wind....
In the smell of the ocean, Daytona will never be the same....
I hide so much, I edit everything I tell everybody.....
I pretend to be living, I pretend to be alive..
When in fact, nothing could be further from the truth.