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So I'm talking to Yohei. It's not going well. After 5 days, he still doesn't know what to say to me. Except that he thinks I'm selfish for not even considering his feelings. It's literally been almost 10 minutes of silence because he just doesn't know what to say. and when we started talking, he opened with "what did you want to talk about?" What did YOU want to talk about? He's the one that said he wanted to talk to me yesterday! And he's the one who had Hatto and Rin-Chan over and talked with them for hours about how he felt about everything, but now he can't think of a single thing except how selfish I am.
This is horrible, I don't think things are going to be okay. I don't think I am going to be okay.
Okay, finally after 12 mintues, he said he can't believe that I did this to him, because it's unfair that I told "everyone" while he had no one he could consult with. Um, I'm sorry but wtf? Of course I consulted with people beforehand, and obviously, he can't consult with them BEFORE I tell him. And, he DID consult with people! The same people I did! Without even knowing they all knew! He's saying he had the whole weekend with no one to ask for help from, but that's because he fucking went to Milwaukee so no one was around! And when he got back he invited them over last night to talk about it! AND, his friend from japan, the ONLY person I asked him not to tell (aside from his gf, obviously), heard it from him the same day I told him! And that was WITH him thinking I said not to tell anyone. What. the. fuck.
EDIT: Now that I pointed that out to him, it's been 31 minutes since he's said anything. I guess that's it then. I'm selfish and consulted with other people before him. If after 5 days of thinking and 2 and a half hours of "talking" to me, that's all he has to say, then I'm done.
This is horrible, I don't think things are going to be okay. I don't think I am going to be okay.
Okay, finally after 12 mintues, he said he can't believe that I did this to him, because it's unfair that I told "everyone" while he had no one he could consult with. Um, I'm sorry but wtf? Of course I consulted with people beforehand, and obviously, he can't consult with them BEFORE I tell him. And, he DID consult with people! The same people I did! Without even knowing they all knew! He's saying he had the whole weekend with no one to ask for help from, but that's because he fucking went to Milwaukee so no one was around! And when he got back he invited them over last night to talk about it! AND, his friend from japan, the ONLY person I asked him not to tell (aside from his gf, obviously), heard it from him the same day I told him! And that was WITH him thinking I said not to tell anyone. What. the. fuck.
EDIT: Now that I pointed that out to him, it's been 31 minutes since he's said anything. I guess that's it then. I'm selfish and consulted with other people before him. If after 5 days of thinking and 2 and a half hours of "talking" to me, that's all he has to say, then I'm done.