Nov 19, 2003 00:08
I wish....I wish things werent so hard....i wish they would just understand...how much someone can mean to me.....how far i can fall for someone....how deeply i can fall in love with you...how much i need you....how much i care about you.....how i would do anything just to see you smile....and most of all...what i wouldnt do..just to feel your arms wrapped around me...i love baby....
So a lot has been going on....good....and bad...i got accepted to the college i wanted in NC....and my parents and i arent getting along..im trying to just not say anything...just take the blunt of it all....but its hard...but i guess..ive already said to much....maybe i should say nothing at all.....i dont want understanding...or respect or even there approval...i just want for once...to be able to be myself....and that be good enough......4 months and counting....