Jul 15, 2005 00:36
Went to the first dance class of the session i have to go to. Actually, technically i just have to pay for them... not go to them.
It made me want to kill myself. I am so out of shape its not even funny. I almost died.
I dont ever want to see any of the belles every again.... except for Christen, Chelsea and Morgan (old belle). How can so many people in one organization be all the same = self-centered bitches who love to gossip and judge people 24/7. I fucking hate it so much. Why cant people just live their own lives and leave everyone else alone. Well I figured out why i "like" belles. Because I just cant quit. As far as my Anderson reputation goes, i dont want to be the girl who quits belles just cus. Plus im not a quitter. Plus i think deep down i actually like dancing, and im not going back to SMSD cus there never was anything there for me. O yeah and i really like being "A Belle" cus that means a lot. and says a lot about you. Oh by the way, for all of the many people out there who think its so great that Northcutt is gone, you just dont seem to understand AT ALL. yeah i know you think shes a crazy bitch who dresses really slutty and stuff... but who do you think got us to be number one in nationals? who do you think pushed us and all that shit in order to make us not good, but seriously great. The only reason we have hope without her is that all the seniors who had her for 2 years are so used to her ways, that they can easily keep it the same as it was. After that, i suspect we'll go downhill unless miss erin winter has something to say about it. So yeah northcutt was a bitch, but it takes a hardcore bitch to keep crazy highschool girls in line. Even if she was a bitch, you know she deserved your respect.
If i had my way right now, my family would move to San Antonio RIGHT NOW. and never come back to anderson highschool. I would definatly miss a few people, but there are a million more that i would LOVE TO LEAVE BEHIND. Im not even kidding. I want to get out. Ill probly change my mind about it later. It all depends on the year to come.
good things about today included Sunbathing in the pooring rain with Alli. Oh and playing in the strong current of the gutter in the street. plus im tan. but not that tan. not tan enough. neeeed more sun.
Alli: "are you on drugs?" Corine: "hahahaha" A: "ok now just answer the question for real" C: "wait what?" A: "ArE YoU oN DRUgs" C: "haha not right now, no"
im dumbalicious.... kinda like dumbo. minus the ears.
Oh yeah and i love Chelsea because she got a bacon and egg toaster sandwich at sonic which just happens to be the EXACT SAME THING I ALLLWAYS GET. so glad shes exactly the same as me. Cus she also cant go to sleep before 2, like ever. == me. Plus she talks fast which is awesome cus i totally understand it. HA. too bad shes like never alowed to hang out with people or even talk on the phone to them. geeze i swear, ... that girl ... crazy.