Dilemma fo ya ass
I generally hate sleeping alone. I'm not as bad as I used to be, but if given the option, if it's with someone I care about, I'd rather have a cuddle-buddy 95% of the time.
Here's the problem: When someone spends the night at my place (which is generally necessary b/c of my constant need to be around my dogs) I come into work about an hour late and end up working very, very few hours. Avid readers can recall a journal entry on the same topic from a couple of days ago. Now that I look at my hours from the past two weeks, nights I slept alone I worked about 7 hours, versus about 4 when a slumber party was involved.
I think it's that I'm far more weak-willed now than I was when I was younger. I've lived with guys in years past and made it to work and class on time every day. Maybe it's because I appreciate affection and attention so much more now. Before, it was a given that I'd have a practically (or really) live-in boyfriend, and now when I wake up next to someone, it's a treat I want to savor.
Maybe I'm overthinking all of this... maybe I'm just lazy.
Here's the problem: When someone spends the night at my place (which is generally necessary b/c of my constant need to be around my dogs) I come into work about an hour late and end up working very, very few hours. Avid readers can recall a journal entry on the same topic from a couple of days ago. Now that I look at my hours from the past two weeks, nights I slept alone I worked about 7 hours, versus about 4 when a slumber party was involved.
I think it's that I'm far more weak-willed now than I was when I was younger. I've lived with guys in years past and made it to work and class on time every day. Maybe it's because I appreciate affection and attention so much more now. Before, it was a given that I'd have a practically (or really) live-in boyfriend, and now when I wake up next to someone, it's a treat I want to savor.
Maybe I'm overthinking all of this... maybe I'm just lazy.