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I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
And my weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassion's in my nature
Tonight is our last stand
i know you'll never lose
what's lost inside you
you're burning down the bridges
you've crossed
and you're still around
so nothing's certain
just let go
we deserve it
if i could chose to start it over
i'd exercise more discretion
the lies are abound
and nothing's certain
do you have good intentions?
come on
let go of those affectations
you don't fool anyone
come on
let go
if you want to take on
the years won't say what happened to you
what gains have you earned
what friends have you trampled over
when you're around
nothing's certain
just let go
we deserve it
come on and let go,
Regrets are worthless
They misconstrue the past in sight and the sound
And as lines recede
No one speaks a word of his lust
A word of dreams that are left to rust
The tv's on and everyone stays calm
It's easier when no place feels like home
Went to my dad's on saturday. Blah.blah. saturday was fine swam and got a nice tan...same with sunday.
My mom and i are fighting.(like who saw that coming?)
well i couldnt sleep last night. it was real. the hands the body. REAL. i could feel everything. Stella kept barking. i finally fell asleep and had a crazy dream. N/A.
I have come to a conclusion. Talking makes things worst. SWEAR TO GOD IT DOES. i mean you can talk till your blue but then its all in the air and you suck it back in and then you feel it all. I am not doing this anymore.
well i went to the parade today. it was bloody hott. but i saw my darling KT MCry. She is a blast.
well i leave on this note?
is it weird that my most feared place is.....home?
Ya and my mom and i just talked i was honest about alot of shit. I need to smoke now. really bad.lol bbl
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