10,000 spoons when all you need is a knife
im so mad with my computer i had a realy long entry wrote the other day about why alan and ruth broke up and i had to console them both!and about, even though alan was drunk, he sent me a realy upsettin txt msg about how he had nothing to live for anymore and whats the point of going on which made my feel like i was going to be sick when i read it to which he laughed at and apologised for the nxt day!i had one of my ususl deep coversations with him about him and ruth which i related to as ive kinda been in that suitation before!so any way him and ruth were just about to get back together when she told him she went off with 2people just after they broke up at which point he lost the plot and stormed off and sent me that msg! ruth was left so shaken up that i had to go look after her which took from my valuble once a week nucky time with circle which i so dont get enough of!so basicly i was writing about all this and tonnes more when my bloody computer crashed so it better not happen this time..........