i dont no why u wanna hate me
im sooooo angry at the moment and its all building up inside me i need a release now, i need to punch or break something but i cant as if things cant get worse with arran gone i was upset enough bout that yesterday now they wont even let me go to inveins battle of the bands final 2day they got my hopes up yesterday cas my mam was just about to let me go then this morning my dad ate the head of me for just asking when he left i screamed the fucking house down so im stuck here on my own with nothing to do when i could be in there supporting my friends they just dont release the importance of this cas they really do need our support cas none of the girls like ciara and dem are going and none of the boys like fish and marty are going so there going to have such little support and the judges mark them on crowd reaction but how are they going to do that without the crowd!it was bad enough going without arran but now not going at all just tops it all off.......