Hello,
I'm not sure who to address, since I dont think anyone will read this. I have to be careful about what I say in my myspace blog because I know at least 6 different people that read all of my entires there, so it should be neat making entires here since nobody will really notice them, or at least people that I know are very unlikely to view them.
Ok.
So things are pretty okay. I had a good Monday. I decided that the song "still crazy after all these years" by Paul Simon really depresses me. I guess it has a nice message, but yeah. I wonder what Paul Simon is doing right now. Is he happy? hungry? tired? lost? complete? If you see him, please ask him for me.
I was recently reading through one of the forums I visit (which forum isn't important) and there was a statement by someone that really struck a chord with me, and a response that did also. The basic idea of the first comment, which was just like one sentence from their whole post, was about how they are the basically like "the most ________ person ever." (the blank might have been unlovable, or ugly, or un-deserving or love. Now that I think deeper, I think it was un-deserving) And it struck a chord because I say that to myself, about myself, all the time, especially these past few weeks. And someone replied, quoting that sentence from the previous poster, and said like "Out of the billions of people that exist and have existed on the earth, you think that you are the only exception?" And it got me thinking about how when I tell myself that I am the most undeserving and all that stuff that it's really selfish and hypocritical. I don't think I am special at all. And thinking that I am the most undeserving person ever is a pretty high and mighty statement. So I'm going to try and limit doing that for a few days, if possible.
I have more to write about that at a later date.
Here is a picture from today...