Well, I'm still alive.
Finals end Thursday for me.
I need to go to the bookstore and sell back some books and do some shopping today. Then I need to mail out some cards.
I need to take some more pictures somewhere.
Part of me wants to go home.
I don't know.
I was bored the other day...
Me and JT
Me
I need some new hobbies.
Maybe knitting or archery?
Maybe.
Here's a random free-writing exercise:
Dear girl in my Intro to Mass Communications and History or Mass. Comm. classes,
I don't know your name but I know we have (had) two classes together this past semester. You seem like a nice kid. You are also nice looking, but you probably feel insecure about your looks from time to time for no apparent reason. I bet we are in the same major because we had two communications classes together. I'll probably have more classes with you in the future then. I'll never say hi to you or make any effort to get to know you though. You will never even read this silly letter.
I hope that wasn't creepy. I'm not obssesed or heartbroken or anything. I'm an observer.
Moving on.
I love Dave Grohl. I would like to thank him for all his work and for just being himself.
Moving on.
It was probably about a month ago by now, but there was the Victoria's Secret fashion show thing on television. I watched it 3 of my guy friends. Apparently, a lot of guys find these professional models, such as Adriana Lima very attractive.
Now, don't get me wrong. She is attractive.
But there are at least 200 girls I see every day at lunch that I find much more attractive.
I think there's such a thing as being "too perfect" and it just doesn't appeal to me.
And you see girls who are insecure about their looks and girls that go as far as to alter their lifestyles and diets or induce eating disorders.
Meanwhile, many people find them attractive the way there are. I bet some of the people who find these everyday girls insanely attractive are afraid to speak up about it because their friends are all on the Victoria's Secret model fan club.
Are girls the same way at all?
I think practically every girl within my age group who isn't very out of shape and makes at least a little effort with their basic appearance is very attractive. Maybe it's because I'm a boy and I am straight. Or maybe I'm just a female fanboy.
And as far as the VS fashion show and which females people find attractive, I would almost think that people with less experience would be more unrealistic and be more into the model types. However, the three friends that I watched the show with are all much more experienced and could get laid within 2 days with minimal effort. Meanwhile, I have no experience and I would be more than happy to "settle" (I don't mean settle in a bad way) for the type of average girl that I find attractive. Yet this is practically impossible for me to ever accomplish.
It's a weird world. I'm weird too I guess.