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It all boils down to growing up, I guess.
I can make this life an adult one, but it takes some realizations and responsibilities. It's not that bad.
And I love. I love so much I kept it in because I didn't know what to make of it, and I'd worry it was misplaced. So. I love, and I need to let that out. If you don't tell people, they won't know.
Vulnerability and weakness aren't the same thing. I haven't wanted to be vulnerable for years. Calloused or something? I don't know. I just know that I have a lot of love to give, and I keep that in. I feel bitter and angry sometimes and I let that out.
That's not who I am. It's never who I've been.
But, it helps you keep an edge on people. Love's not a threat, though. A gamble, maybe. But not bad.
I can make this life an adult one, but it takes some realizations and responsibilities. It's not that bad.
And I love. I love so much I kept it in because I didn't know what to make of it, and I'd worry it was misplaced. So. I love, and I need to let that out. If you don't tell people, they won't know.
Vulnerability and weakness aren't the same thing. I haven't wanted to be vulnerable for years. Calloused or something? I don't know. I just know that I have a lot of love to give, and I keep that in. I feel bitter and angry sometimes and I let that out.
That's not who I am. It's never who I've been.
But, it helps you keep an edge on people. Love's not a threat, though. A gamble, maybe. But not bad.