There are no words that can describe how sorry i am for what i did!
Just as there's probably no way to describe how flipping mad you are at me.
* we really werent gonna go anywhere .. but being us we got bored and left anyway *
I am truly sorry, i hope and pray to god that you can forgive me. It was beyond wrong of me, and i forget sometimes.. well most of the time... that people i hang out with and know arent as light hearted as me. That pranks arent as fun as i might think they are.. and that people actually have feelings other than me.
I've realized i've hurt you way too many times in the past few months than probably anyone you've ever know in your entire life. (which isnt really much to say about me)
You are not one, you are the sweetest guy i've ever known and probably will ever know! You dont deserve to be treated the way ive treated you. You deserve so much better. Not only did i take your car, but you were so pissed that you went out walking. I paniced... i was going to cry i felt so bad... i mean not only had i made you beyond extremely pissed .. i made you go walking around with a hurt knee probably skrewing it up more than it already is.
You know, now that i think about it... band camp is next week, you wont have to deal with me anymore, and you wont have to worry about anyone stealing yo... well .. you do , just not by me.
so point is, good thing for you! you dont have to see me anymore! unfortunatly im stuck being me...
I'm sorry, more than youll ever know how sorry i am, i hope you can forgive me, if not i understand. I just want you to know i still love you.
^^ - to everyone who wasnt there tonight... you missed a lot .. like the who defriendship ( yes new word! ) of me and Benjamin. Took his car.. he got pissed... went out walking .. had to go find him .. now this... *thats the gist of it in less than one sentence...*
I dont know .. so far everyone thinks i have some kind of cancer... which would really suck ass! but than again .. nobody i talked to is a doctor.. so it doesnt matter... It doesnt itch or anything .. and its not really a rash... its just kinda there.. i dunno. Maybe i'm dying... not like it matters much anyway ...
goodnight. im sorry. i love you.