*hacks*
Well, that was me trying to expel some phlegm. Yes, despite my earlier assumptions of cold, then flu when the fever stretched into its forth day, I have pneumonia. Again. The doctors are giving me doom speeches about how ur lungs suck and ur gonna die of some fucking crap in ur lungs so u need this pneumonia shot every 5 years and the flu shot every year. Now hoas. I got the pnuemonia shot thing. None of you remember, but a year before I returned to advance 2 summers ago, I went to that crap immitation in hattiesburg and got pnuemonia then. So when I got home and better, I got the shot. So that was... 3 years ago? And then tell me the shot's gonna make me all better forever. Bull Shit. I'm jus angry cause the crap medication they perscribed has a very rare side effect called depression that I jus happened to suffer from. Oops. Love that medical crap now, right? Oh well, doctors are all fucking morons and I want to go shoot myself... But I'm too lazy and I don't think I care enough about ending my misery to go thru with it. Fuck. Yeah, I'm trying to stay mad, so I pulled out SOAD's old CD. Rocked out to Tapeworm. See the metaphor? I did. I'd ratehr be mad than sad. Tears are gay. I can't believe fucking drugs a fucking doctor GAVE me made me cry. Fuck. I wanna burn em... U think I could burn pills? Anybody ever set some drugs on fire? Party at my house tomorrow. Oh yeah. U non-sick ppl have fucking school. Fuck. I gotta catch up for that. God damnit. Stupid english paper about fucking hamlet. more depression. killing of selves and stuff in that book. I think I'm crazy. I'm gonna go copy all my numbers outta my cell cause I'm bout to go chuck it to the moon. Ciao.