ugh

[coresaucesleep]

I feel so so so so so bad right now. I went in to get new monroe jewelry put in today and was on my way out when Brooke wanted to talk to me. I guess there had been some sort of misunderstanding about a situation that had happened a while ago when Chris and I were driving by his wife and I guess something was shouted. I'm actually pretty damn sure Chris was the one who had shouted it but I'm not going to pass the blame onto him. I know that I wouldn't shout something such as that to her considering the amount of ties she has to me right now, it just makes for awkward situations that I really don't want to deal with. I don't want any crossed wires between me and her or Brooke because I see him quite often and don't want to get stuck in any sort of bad situation. Anyway, he gave me their number and I called to try to sort things out, it started out a little rocky but I felt it turned out quite well and I hope she felt the same. I have nothing against her, if I ever did it was because Chris was putting shit into my brain. I'm trying to remember what happened that day but the only thing I can remember is driving by her because he had pointed out who she was. I hate my strange memory, I never remember anything important, I can only remember things that made me feel a certain way. In this case there was a slight discomfort as I'm not sure how to act around his ex's, I like some of them. Desiree seems like a totally nice person and I honestly can't see the side of her that Chris was talking about because I'm sure that it doesn't exsist.

Well, I've told her I'm sorry if she felt offended and that I will be civil as I have no reason to not like her, she's had no negative impact on my life. After talking to her I would like to get to know her though, she seems pretty cool.

I have a headache from Mark smoking in the car so I'm going to go lay down. Ciao