Sep 06, 2004 19:55
hey hey.
so uh, my week got better. someone i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee held a few doors open for me, pretty exciting i guess. having some fun at tennis, kind of. there's this one kid who i have two classes with, and i always knew he was awesome but now i know that he's not awesome- he's extra extra extra extra extra extra awesome. but he doesn't know i know this. heehee. on friday in art we got to sit outside and draw. wyatt and i drew trees and had a deep conversation. i love that guy, i really wish i knew what could make him happy so i could find it for him. i miss kari, she never called me back but she did ask about me. and i miss brett. because he is GONE. FOREVER. and i miss seeing all the people i used to see. i talked a little bit to little jordan abbott but not one of our good fun talks. we should hang out... but that might be kind of weird.
then uhhh i had this really insanely weird dream last night.. something about a time continuum vortex in the VIP room at blockbuster. yes i'm an ODD one.
for some reason, i really want to get dressed all in black and go to a hardcore concert and be a hardcore kid. i think that would be fun, for like halloween or something. i guess i've always kind of wanted to do it. i wonder who would come with me. i don't know, nobody loves me anymore. just kidding............ ??!??!?