"I heard AIDS started in Wisconsin." -funny kid at the SM show
why do i feel like everytime something good happens to me, everyone i condsider a friend or a close family member seems to think its a terrible idea or event...i guess thats why ive been so down lately...i feel like no one really wants me to have what i want. everyone wants me to do what they want like having me there to help them through their journey is just what im here for! well news flash you all i am a person too and i think i support you all when you make what seem to be strange descisions to me, but when do i get that support in return. when does someone help me? I guess i really just feel like no one really appreciates who i really am, and who i want to be. and it sucks because that isn't something i can fix. i hate being depressed but this time the reason can not be logiced away as per usual....GOD DAMN! i feel trapped here...bored...i need sun, a beach, i dont know!? a god damned dog maybe! something different i need out of this fucking state!