on the same trail of thought....

[coreimmortality]

i'm afaid you'll see the good again
i'm afraid she'll feel the same
i'm terrified emotions will return
and you'll call me by her name
you might feel confused
you might not understand
you might think i make no sense
or it's too stupid to comprehend
i like the way you look at me
i enjoy how we touch
i adore everything about you
i love you so much
you know the past can hurt
you know the present can kill
you don't see a future
and maybe you never will
i get jelous and paranoid
always so quick
just one bad thought in my head
can make me sick
i just don't want you to lie or decieve
i just want us, for you to never leave.