Crying
I need to rant.
Carl hasn't be on in 5 days now. I'm really worried about him..I just hope he is ok. In the mean time I was ok, until I read his LJ and it depressed me more that something is wrong and I can't help him, and that he isn't talking to me or anyone else.
And the recent feelings of being lonely and not having anyone there to talk to. I know everyone says they care, but when I don't even get a simple Hi anymore...I don't know what the hell is wrong with me. I just can't be happy, I would be if Carl was.
I'm tired, very tired. I feel so alone..
Carl hasn't be on in 5 days now. I'm really worried about him..I just hope he is ok. In the mean time I was ok, until I read his LJ and it depressed me more that something is wrong and I can't help him, and that he isn't talking to me or anyone else.
And the recent feelings of being lonely and not having anyone there to talk to. I know everyone says they care, but when I don't even get a simple Hi anymore...I don't know what the hell is wrong with me. I just can't be happy, I would be if Carl was.
I'm tired, very tired. I feel so alone..