Title:The Memory Of Reality (One-shot)
Genre:Angst (I don't know) Smut,Rape
Pairing:Kyuwook!!
Character:Ryeowook,Kyuhyun,Sungmin,Yesung and Junhou(Fictional)
Summary:Kyuhyun coma in the hospital and Ryeowook always stay at their childhood place where the memory of their life begin.
P/s:This is the special story for
hamilisha because I owe her a lot.I hope all of you read and comment this story...Thank everyone and saranghae...^-^
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The one thing that I always think...Is memory that real?
"Kyu....",I looked at the pale body that laid on the bed quietly,never make a move and the only thing I heard was a sound of the life machine.I touched my face and felt something strange.Why I'm still not crying?
This is the place...If I wait,can I see him again someday?
"This place is still the same...Same like the the time I meet him",I walked to the place and looked at the surrounding.I put my palm on the tree and I heard the sound of the leaf flew away.
(Flashback > Childhood *13 years old)
I never felt the happiness after my mother left me and I don't know how to recognized the love that I lost so long..
"Stupid son!!",My father slapped my face with his hand before he spited to my face.
"I never want a son like you!Why I need a lazy son that can't find money for me!",I looked at my father that pushed me out from the house while threw a bag to me.
"Don't ever come to my house again!Now you're not my son,we don't have any relationship..Go away from here! If I see you here,I will cut your head off!",I can't think anything and I stood to find the question that still empty in my heart without I felt anything.The rain pour on my body and I looked at the pothole water to see my face.Is this my tears or the rain droplets?
"I don't know where to go...God,please help me",I walked straight forward and never turned around,I hope that my feet will bring me to my new life destiny.I opened my eyes and now I stood beside a large tree and I looked at the surrounding that full of flowers and grasses.
"Is this my destiny?",Something land on my head and saw a fruit skin on the ground that make I looked up and saw a boy smiled at me.
"Sorry...My name is Kyuhyun.What is your name little girl?",The boy jumped down and handed his hand to me.I just looked at the boy hand and his face until the boy face turned to confuse.
"O..okay..ermm,are you dumb?Silly me,If you dumb..why I ask you a question..hahaha",I still looked at his nervous face and I think I have to speak to him.
"No..",Kyuhyun shocked when he heard my voice and looked at me from my head to my toes,still with his confused face.
"Your voice like a boy.."
"I'm a boy.."
"You what?!",He came near me and check my body and then his eyes turned wide.He touched his forehead and start to laugh that made I start to think if he was a crazy boy..
"Why are you laughing?",He stopped to laugh and smiled to me while the wind blew our hair.
"Sorry again...I though you a girl,your hair was long,your body is so small and your face is cute...Anyway,what is your name?",His face start to blushed when I gave him a kiss on the cheek and smiled to him.
"Ryeowook"
(End Flashback)
"This tree...It still strong..",I looked up on the tree and saw many red flowers bloomed.Then,I saw one young red flower that still not bloomed yet and I felt that the flower did not have a love like others.I climbed up and touched the flower before I kissed it with my lips.
"Please bloom..."
(Flashback)
I felt different after I meet him yesterday,he change me a lot and told me everything that make me believe a one wonderful life.
"Wookie...",I looked at Kyuhyun who ran to me while brought some food and some strange stuff.
"Kyu..what is that?",He put the thing on the ground and gave me a fresh bread.
"Eat it first while I finish up something for you...",I felt confused of what he made and watched him while ate the bread.
"Finish!Wookie,try to check your new home!"
"My house?",I walked to him and examined the house that look like a tent.He smiled to me and I hugged him to thanked for gave me a nice shelter.
"Tonight,you will never shiver to cold again"
"Thanks Kyu..."
"Let's go swimming then.I brought you my old cloth",Kyuhyun held my hand and brought me to the river.He removed his shirt and jumped into the water while I try to followed what he did.
"The..ri..river..is..co..cold",He swam to me and rubbed my hair with his wet hand.He wiped all the dirt on my face and my body while I felt the warm of his hand touched my skin.
"Feel fresh now?",I nodded my head before he kissed my forehead and hugged me.After we changed our cloth,he took a scissors and cut my long hair.
"Look your hair now...",I looked at the mirror and I touched my brown hair that had become short.
"It beautiful...."
"You're more beautiful",I surprised when I heard the voice and looked up at Kyuhyun face that become more closer to my face.I feel the warm lips on me and I knew that it was my first kiss in my new life.
(End Flashback)
"Love?",I climbed down to the ground and leaned on the tree while watched the sky and felt the wind blew to my hair.
"Do I need to trust love?",The wind still blew and I saw someone,Sungmin who was Kyuhyun roommate walking to me and gave me a book.
"Ryeowook..take this book.You know what is this right?I hope you happy",Sungmin leave me alone and I sat down while looked at the book that decorated with many picture and I open the first page and saw his baby picture that make I laughed.I open first page to others page and I saw many pic of his birthday,family,ceremony and...me..
(Flashback>14 years old)
The picture is not just only for fun but it for memory.....The memory of our destiny..
"Kyu....what is your dream?",Kyuhyun looked at me and smiled.
"Wait here..",Kyuhyun stood up and ran away from me while I looked at him who ran fast like a horse.A few minutes later,I saw Kyuhyun ran to me with a book and a camera around his neck.
"What is that?"
"This is my memory book and this is my camera"
"You want to be a photographer?"
"No.."
"Then what?"
"Smile...",Kyuhyun took my picture with his camera and I shocked for what he did just now.The picture slide out from the camera and Kyuhyun put it in the book.
"What are you doing?",Kyuhyun showed his book to me and I read it.
"Kyuhyun...My Destiny Start From Here?",He took a black marker and add my name on it while I looked confused of what he was doing.
"Now,read it"
"Kyuhyun and Wookie..Our Destiny Start From Here..I don't understand,why you wrote my name on your book?"
"My first dream is to be a photographer like what you said just now but my new dream is to bring and be with you to our destiny together...Start from here,I will protect and taking care of you forever until our last destiny..The only thing that I want to left is our memory",He smirk to me that make I felt my tears slide on my cheek slowly.
"Please don't cry for me...",He wiped my tears with his hand and hugged me with his warm body.
(End Flashback)
"Stupid Kyu....",I closed the book and grip my fists hardly.
"Why you leave me that day!Kyu..Why!",I stood up while took the book and throw it as far as I can.I seated with my knees brought up to my chest,my chin resting upon my knees while I looked up at the blue wide sky.
(Flashback>16 years old)
The day I lost my innocent and that day you leave me...alone..
"Kyu....I have finish our dinner..",I put a bowl of porridge at the ground while Kyuhyun put the wood into the campfire.
"Ermm..it smell good",Kyuhyun took the bowl and eat it while I looked at him with smile.
"You don't eat?"
"No..I'm full",I shook my head and he gave me a spoon of the porridge.
"Eat a bit",I smiled and ate the porridge that Kyuhyun gave while blushed.
"Tha..Thanks.."
"Your face.."
"Hmm",He wiped my mouth with his finger before he leaned a kiss on my lips.
"Kyu...",Kyuhyun broke the kiss and looked at my eyes with his dark eyes.
"Wookie,I love you..."
"I..I love you too...",He kissed me back and his tongue try to enter my mouth and I allowed him.Our tongue fight to each other and I felt my body sweat because of the heat.He unbutton my shirt before he rub my stomach and my bare chest.
"I want you now...Be mine forever",He brought me with a bridal style before he put me in the tent.
"I...I want to be yours",He unbuckle my belt and pull out my pant from my legs before he played with my ball that make I groan of pleasure.
"Kyu...",He captured my lips before kiss my neck and suck it gently while his right arm played with my nipple.
"Call my name.."
"Kyuhyun...I want more..",He smirked and removed his pant while licked my left nipple.
"Wookie..it will be pain first but then pleasure will take your body okay..",I nodded and closed my eyes when I felt his finger enter my hole slowly.I can't stand when I felt the pain in my body when he put another two finger in my body.
"Are you ready?",I still shut my eyes and nodded slowly when he take out the three finger out from my body and replace with his cock.
"Kyu...It hurt.."
"I know but the pain will be gone okay",He push and pull inside my body and now the pained was replaced with a pleasure when it touch my spot.
"Argh...it come",The rhythm became fast and I released my liquid on my stomach and Kyuhyun licked it.Then,he kissed me again and I tasted my own liquid in my mouth.The surrounding became hot when we reached our limits and Kyuhyun released his seed in me that make he laid beside me breathless.
"How is it?"
"It feel awesome..."
"I love you Wookie..."
"I love you too Kyu...",I closed my eyes and slept before I woke up and shocked when Kyuhyun was not laying beside me.I tried to stand up and I felt my abdomen hurt so much but I still wore my clothes and walk out from the tent.
"Kyu...",I looked at my surrounding but nothing there except myself but I still waited for him for all days,months and year.
(Three years later >18 years old)
"Kyu....",I still waited for him and then,I decided to search for him.I took a bath at the river and wore the clothes before I searched for Kyuhyun at the town.My stomach started to growl when I smell a delicious bread in the bakery.
"Hello...",I turned around and saw a tall man who smiled at me.
"Are you hungry?",I nodded and he dragged me into the shop and gave me a fresh bread before I ate it like a starved person.
"My name is Junhou,what is your name?"
"Ryeowook.."
"Ermm...where is your house?"
"I stayed in the tent.."
"Then,what are you doing here?"
"I'm searching for my lover that still not returned home yet"
"Your lover?",I nodded and I looked at him who looked at me with a serious face.
"How long she gone?"
"He is a guy..."
"Owh,I see...so you're a gay then?"
"Kind of..."
"So...you're bottom or top?"
"Why do you need to know all this thing?"
"So that I can help you...ermm,top or bottom?"
"Bo..bottom",I said while blushed when I remembered back the night we had a sex.
"Ermm...interesting,Don't you think he is sicken with you"
"What?"
"Yeah because when the person get what he want,he will throw the thing away from him..Maybe,your lover just want your body only and try to get another guy body..."
"No...he will never do like that! I know him better!"
"Really...then,why he never returned back?"
"Because...Kyu..",I shocked when I saw Kyuhyun sat at other table with a guy beside him.Junhou turned his head and looked at Kyuhyun and smile.
"So..that your lover,I bet he is having much fun with others guy that more pretty than you",I felt jealous of what he said and I decided to meet Kyuhyun by myself.
"Kyu..."
"Hmm...Wookie?What are you doing here?",I looked at him and the guy that sat beside him.I felt my eyes became teary and I stop myself to let the tears fell.
"How..how could you did this to me?You leave me after we....and then you out with others guy?",I can't held my tears and I ended up with a hard slapped on Kyuhyun face.
"Wookie...it's not what you think,he is only...",I gave him another slapped and walked out from the shop while Junhou followed my back.
"Kyuhyun..who is he?"
"He is the one that I always told you at our share house..."
"So..he is your boyfriend?"
"Yes but now....he maybe hate me"
"Kyuhyun...it's okay,we will help you to stop this misunderstanding.okay.."
"Sungmin...you're the only best friend that I trust in this world",Sungmin wiped Kyuhyun face with a wet handkerchief.
"Let's find him before anything bad happen to him...I will ask my boyfriend,Yesung to help you find..."
"Wookie..I meant Ryeowook"
"Okay...",Sungmin took his cellphone and called his boyfriend who worked as a leader of the police.
"Wait!"
"What do you want...",I turned around and looked at the man who still followed me from behind.
"How about you gave up to him and work with me..I need someone like you to work with me..You can get money as much as you want,a big house,a big car and a beautiful cloth!"
"I don't want that stuff...sorry,but I need to go now and thanks for the food"
"You're not going anywhere..."
"What?!",Two men who was bigger than me hold my both arm.
"Because you're going to be my slave.."
(End Flashback)
"I'm really useless...This is all my fault",I wipe all my tears that slide down on my cheek before I continued to gaze the sky and I felt the wind still blew to my body.
"I hate myself...",I looked at the blue mark at my shoulder and a long scar on my hand.
(Flashback >18 years old)
Love is hurt when half of our love in pain...Who the one that I need to blame?
"Let me go!!",I tried to struggle when my body been tied with a rope.
"Shut up!"
"No!"
"How to shut this slut mouth master!"
"Shut it with a tape..and then he will shut when he feel the real pain",When I heard about it,my eyes became wide while they shut my mouth with a tape.What will happen to me?Help me Kyu...
"Hmm",They brought me out from the car and enter an old abandoned house.They pushed me to an old bed before locked the room door.I tried to stood up and I saw a window.I knocked the window with my forehead when I saw an old man walked behind the abandoned house and I hope the man saw me.The man turned his head and saw me at the window before he came near.He opened the window from outside and pull the tape from my mouth.
"Help me...they kidnapped me and I don't know what they will do to me..please.."
"Don't worry young man,I will let's you go away from this house.."
"Thanks..."
*Slam
"So...you try to escape huh!",My eyes became wide when Junhou opened the door and locked the door .The man hided himself and ran to somewhere place that make I stayed here alone with Junhou.
"Before I sold your body to someone else,I need to taste it first..."
"Don't come near me, you BASTARD!",He walked slowly to me and held my body before he pinned me on the bed after he untied the rope with his knife.He ripped all my clothes and tied my hand with handcuff before he sucked my neck and bite it until leave a blue mark.
"You're had a beautiful body and face but it feel sad that your lover leave you..",He rub my thigh and played with my cock but I stopped myself from moan.
"He...not..",I kicked him with my feet after I bit his hand and he slapped my face hardly before he took a knife and cut my hand.
"Argh...",The blood slide down from my skin and he lifted my hip higher to enter his cock into my hole but I struggle with all my strength that make he slapped my butt hard.
*Slam
"Wookie!",I shocked when I saw Kyuhyun entered the room after he kicked the door with his leg.Junhou stopped and took out his gun and headed it to Kyuhyun.
"Kyu..!!"
*Bang
"You ASSHOLE!",I kicked Junhou head and he fell down while the gun fell away from his hand.A man came and took the gun before he headed the gun to Junhou.
"FREEZE!"
"Yesung..",I looked at the guy who I met at the shop entered the room and he saw me on the bed.He took the key and opened the handcuff before I crawled to Kyuhyun who unconscious on the floor with a blood at his shirt.
"Kyu....wake up",I hugged his body and then I felt the surrounding became dark.I woke up and I saw two guys infront of me smile happily.
"Who are you?",I looked at the two guys and I realized that one of them,I have met in the shop.
"My name is Sungmin,Kyuhyun friends and roommate and this is my boyfriend,Yesung.."
"So you're not Kyuhyun boyfriend?"
"No..He will never be mine although I had use all my charm to get his heart but it useless because his heart only belong to you only and do you want to know something...when he live with me,he always talked about you and sometimes I get bored of what he talking everyday..hahaha"
"He did that? But why he leave me?"
"Ermm..I think you need to listen the reason by yourself.."
"Where is he now?",I felt my heart beat when I saw the sad smile at their face.
"He..he is in coma....",The last word that make my heart cracked and my body was shivering.I really don't want to leave alone again because he is my only heart...
(End Flashback)
"I'm sorry Kyu...I'm really sorry...",My tears start to flow and I really don't know if I had to wipe it or not.I really don't know what to do and I hope he will come and wipe all the tears and gave me a warm hug.At the blinked of my eyes,I felt the warm body touched mine and my tears been wiped with a familiar hand.
"Wookie..please don't cry..",I can't believed my eyes when I saw he kneel infront of me.
"Kyu....you awake?"
"Actually I awake when you leave me at the hospital and I tried to search for you here...I heard all your word that came out from your mouth,I think I will came to you when you cry...hehehe"
"Stupid Kyu..."
"Yeah,I'm stupid...and I'm really sorry for leaving you.My family put a pill in my drink when I came home and I unconscious.When I awake,I was at other country and I had try my best to return home but there were many guard in my rent house..They said that I have to continue my studies and I accepted the fact but then I found a friend that can bring me out from the house after three years leaving you..I'm feel so happy that time but then I feel the pain when you misunderstand about it...I'm really sorry Wookie for leaving you in many question in your mind.."
"Please don't leave me again Kyu..."
"I will not...we will walk to our destiny together okay...I love you Wookie..."
"I love you too Kyu...",We end up kiss each other lips and we live happily together in the house that we build beside the tree.I looked at the sky and I saw a red flower that just bloom flew at the sky..and I feel happy when I know the flower is now mature to be free again just like myself.
*Chik
"Kyu?",I smiled when I saw he took the picture and put it in the book with a smirk.
"This will be our memory from now on..."
"Yes...."
When the destiny walked beside the time..it will leave a memory that someday will be reality...The love song will track along the time and our destiny...Two love become one...
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OMO!My first smut! I hate myself *Shy...I hope you all liked it...I just want to hide myself in the turlte shell...hehehe...Anyway..thank for reading and comment...^-^ I think I will post My Hyung and My love next....
This is the book...I really tired when I make it myself...hahaha
The black word is the adding that Kyuhyun wrote after he met Ryeowook..I hope you all notice it..^-^
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