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I know I only come here to bitch anymore, but just needed to throw out there that since most of my friends are/were Josh's friends first, I can't go to them about relationship stuff without him finding out. He has this great support system he can pull out of his ass at any point in time, where as when I need someone to lean on, a shoulder to cry on, an ear to vent to in person I'm shit out of luck anymore. So cheers to wallowing in self pity, doubt, frustration, and depression.