Jan 17, 2005 22:57
I always feel like I bore people. Like they only listens to me to be nice. Or because they feel sorry. I either talk too much or I don't dare to talk at all. I feel like people look at me like they think I am so weird but they pretend to like and understand me. I feel like some of my "friends" are not my real friends but only stick with me cause I am nice to them and I am the one who calls a lot and listens to them. I keep in touch. Maybe I'm just paranoid. Or it's only bad experiences I had. And maybe not...
I love Eva. She's the best. Whatever is gonna happen in my life I know she'll be there. Maybe she is the only one that will. But I don't ask for more. I'm fortunate to have a friend like her. We have the best talks. Unfortunately there's never enough time...
What is more important, real friendship or true love?