A weekend
Well, I told myself I was going to update regularly... but being the type that never really keeps his word when its unimportant I didn't. Friday I got up early and went off to find out how much my car would be to repair... not TOO long ago I got into a wreck and busted my front right headlight and blinker. So come to find out, everywhere I went... the cheapest was like five hundred bucks... I was in North Raleigh by the time I said fuck that. Being in north Raleigh I decided I had time to do something before I was to meet Erin for a movie. I could have driven all the way back out to Clayton, but I was tiring of driving so I didn't. Instead I did something that is going to piss mike off if he reads this... I went to Emily Hirtles work and ate lunch. Emily Hirtle is my ex-girlfriend whom all this dramatic bullshit happened over a few years ago. Now, being older and not caring, I don't mind talking to her every now and again. In fact she and I have had nothing but casual decent conversations since we started talking again. She is a bit more vain than she used to be, Mike is right about that... but I am a bit more cocky than I used to be, amongst other things... people change. So I went to her work and got me a big chicken ceasar salad... yum. AFter that she was getting off before having to go back to work in six hours, so I went with her, her best friend jess, and another girl whom I don't remember the name to and accompanied them shopping. They bought clothes and mainly just walked around and talked. I just walked around with them. After a while the other two went back to work and Emily and I rode around a bit talking, we found a polka dotted hardhat which I decided to take since it was lying in the middle of the road... and I took her back to work. I hugged her good bye and went to meet Erin. See, nothing wrong with that... innocent. I met Erin and we saw Dickie Roberts former child star... It wasn't a bad flick, but not great either... then she and I rode around a bit and had some dinner, and I went home.
SATURDAY
Saturday, I went to work... after work I went and met my boy sean and tried to find out more about my car light. His older brother Ian stopped by and we all went to Ians apartment and hung out a bit... by this time I had some of their dads BlackBerry Wine and was pretty toasted. We went and hung out with some of Ians drifter friends and I watched them drift in an abandoned parking lot.. then we went back to ians and i crashed...
SUNDAY
I went to work today, and now i am here. Ben was bitching about how I don't hang out with them anymore...and I felt bad because I don't want to seem like im ditching my friends... i just spent ONE weekend with some other friends and the weekend before that I was at my dad's... So, I dunno.. I hope they get over it because I'm not going to spend every waking hour over there... I spend most of my free time with them, the rest of it here sitting around or reading a book. I have other reasons for not always stopping by, but they really aren't important... so yeah... I just mainly want to be accepted without having to do exactly what is wished of me all the time... i have splurges where I wanna see certain people... so I do... whats wrong with indulging?
SATURDAY
Saturday, I went to work... after work I went and met my boy sean and tried to find out more about my car light. His older brother Ian stopped by and we all went to Ians apartment and hung out a bit... by this time I had some of their dads BlackBerry Wine and was pretty toasted. We went and hung out with some of Ians drifter friends and I watched them drift in an abandoned parking lot.. then we went back to ians and i crashed...
SUNDAY
I went to work today, and now i am here. Ben was bitching about how I don't hang out with them anymore...and I felt bad because I don't want to seem like im ditching my friends... i just spent ONE weekend with some other friends and the weekend before that I was at my dad's... So, I dunno.. I hope they get over it because I'm not going to spend every waking hour over there... I spend most of my free time with them, the rest of it here sitting around or reading a book. I have other reasons for not always stopping by, but they really aren't important... so yeah... I just mainly want to be accepted without having to do exactly what is wished of me all the time... i have splurges where I wanna see certain people... so I do... whats wrong with indulging?