Jan 02, 2005 23:07
iM a h0ckEy bU m (12:21:06 AM): you havent done anything wrong
iM a h0ckEy bU m (12:21:08 AM): at all
Corbs126 (12:21:50 AM): except for liking my best friend and screwing up our relationship more and more
i knew i said it would mess us up.....it just took me time to find it...the sad thing is that its true, me liking her messed us up so bad and we're never going to be the same again. we dont talk like we used to, and when we see eachother its not the same. when we do talk, we just piss eachother off and then we're both angry all over again. i dont get it. but i guess keiths quote in one of my entries works here. it says "the only consistent disatisfying factor in your relationships with others is yourself"...or something like that. but its true. i just want things to go back to the way they were, but i fear that they never will...what can i do? :(