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My birthday was over a couple hours ago. Hehe we went out to eat at Outback. Was pretty good food and I ate way more than I should have. oh well, I enjoyed it.
Honestly though... I don't like it when my birthday rolls around. It's a blatant reminder of things that could have been very, very different. And every year it's like a black hole sucking away at me. I know I should be thankful that my life turned out as good as it has, but sometimes I can't help but feel cheated. I mean if my mom had been able to carry my twin and I to full term... think how different that would make things. It doesn't do any good to brood over this. I know that, but that doesn't stop me from doing it every year, lol. Too bad we can't ask for a do over. I bet I'm not the only one who sometimes wishes things would have turned out differently.
I'm pretty tired and full, so I am going to go to bed before I ramble on about anything else. :)
Honestly though... I don't like it when my birthday rolls around. It's a blatant reminder of things that could have been very, very different. And every year it's like a black hole sucking away at me. I know I should be thankful that my life turned out as good as it has, but sometimes I can't help but feel cheated. I mean if my mom had been able to carry my twin and I to full term... think how different that would make things. It doesn't do any good to brood over this. I know that, but that doesn't stop me from doing it every year, lol. Too bad we can't ask for a do over. I bet I'm not the only one who sometimes wishes things would have turned out differently.
I'm pretty tired and full, so I am going to go to bed before I ramble on about anything else. :)