been awhile
since i updated. i guess mainly i try to avoid it because i get all emo when i write in this thing. for tonight i am really going to just write a short simple thing to get somewhat back on track. i'll save the emo for later.
in a nutshell...
i started a new job at a nightclub. it's okay, it's boring but the money is decent. i've been keeping busy with that, photoshoots, i've started hanging out again, and also started yoga back up. trying to get out to AZ soon to see Bradley. going to bust some ass working this month. i'm cool with money right now, so if i keep it up i will be ahead and i can pay debts, save money, and start my tattoos. with which i said fuck it i am going to start my half sleeve regardless of my new job. i'll try my best to find shirts to cover my arm but fuck them. it's okay for the guys to have tattoos showing, but not me? and i get shit for my fucking lip ring that you can hardly see? i'm done with that. over it. they can deal or i won't work there.
i miss my family. i miss bradley. i don't know what is going on ever.
in a nutshell...
i started a new job at a nightclub. it's okay, it's boring but the money is decent. i've been keeping busy with that, photoshoots, i've started hanging out again, and also started yoga back up. trying to get out to AZ soon to see Bradley. going to bust some ass working this month. i'm cool with money right now, so if i keep it up i will be ahead and i can pay debts, save money, and start my tattoos. with which i said fuck it i am going to start my half sleeve regardless of my new job. i'll try my best to find shirts to cover my arm but fuck them. it's okay for the guys to have tattoos showing, but not me? and i get shit for my fucking lip ring that you can hardly see? i'm done with that. over it. they can deal or i won't work there.
i miss my family. i miss bradley. i don't know what is going on ever.