the tough GOODBYE
My two younger cousins are going back to Nederland. I'm kinda sad right now.
My aunt and her family have been a part of my life, since they came back half a year ago. It's not like I've spent a lot of time with them, but it just grew to be a habit. To get used to be with someone around, you know.
Is it too fangirl-ish or unrealistic if I think of Brian at this moment? It's so hard to say goodbye to someone you'd been closely with for 6 months. It's even harder for 5 years.
And it seems hardest when you don't allow yourself to show how much it hurts to say it.
I'm going to see them off tomorrow. I hope I wouldn't be a mess then.
Gonna miss them for quite a while.
:(
My aunt and her family have been a part of my life, since they came back half a year ago. It's not like I've spent a lot of time with them, but it just grew to be a habit. To get used to be with someone around, you know.
Is it too fangirl-ish or unrealistic if I think of Brian at this moment? It's so hard to say goodbye to someone you'd been closely with for 6 months. It's even harder for 5 years.
And it seems hardest when you don't allow yourself to show how much it hurts to say it.
I'm going to see them off tomorrow. I hope I wouldn't be a mess then.
Gonna miss them for quite a while.
:(