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i got a kitten. brought her home last night. she's long-haired, black and white. cutest thing ever. i named her lucy. short for lucifer.
i've been noticing that in small ways i am becoming more hopeful. the cat is some of the contributing evidence. if i can commit to taking care of something else, maybe i can handle myself.
my uncle died on saturday night. they had just got him into hospice. his funeral is this friday and i am absolutely dreading going. & am crying as i type that. i'm trying not to think too much about him. it would drive me too crazy. i will miss him. words fall terribly short.
on my way back home to hang out with andra and leah and the kitten now. now that i've got some caffiene in me im good to go.
i don't know.
i've been noticing that in small ways i am becoming more hopeful. the cat is some of the contributing evidence. if i can commit to taking care of something else, maybe i can handle myself.
my uncle died on saturday night. they had just got him into hospice. his funeral is this friday and i am absolutely dreading going. & am crying as i type that. i'm trying not to think too much about him. it would drive me too crazy. i will miss him. words fall terribly short.
on my way back home to hang out with andra and leah and the kitten now. now that i've got some caffiene in me im good to go.
i don't know.