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Jul 20, 2003 05:07

i can almost feel things changing around me. & i cannot begin to explain how much i hate it. i need everything to stay just exactly how it is for a little while. i'm not ready to move along. so im fucked. i have no control.

the next few days are gonna be really busy. the following is really just for me. unless i have a stalker:
sunday/ 1:00 - 5:00 is dani's going away party. after that i'm hanging out with andra. at some point i need to pick up an application from bi-mart and try to find columbia spa.
monday/ meet sherri at 11 to go over apps. ask about seminar. 2:00 license test.
tuesday/ meet sherri at 11 for dumb fucking interview seminar. take food handlers test. take cpt. coffee with kala. 5:00 - 6:30 is group.
wednesday-sunday/ disneyland.

so i'm not entirely sure why i'm doing this dumb job shit. but it does give me initiative i guess and it better get me a damn job. sometimes i can't say no to people. especially when it might mean missing some great opportunity. yeah ok. my dad is planning an intinerary for disneyland. i need this vacation and i want to be able to have my freedom. i hope it works out. of course i want to spend time with him too. chelseas's mad that i wanna meet megan. i dunno.

the sun is coming up. i'm not tired at all. chelsea, me, kyle, jeremy, leah and david all played pictionary way earlier. it was so fun.. way intense. then kyle, chels and i went to james' and i drank a little. but i'm not drunk. just a little numb. my grandparents are coming over in the morning so i have to clean the house before i get to bed. that sucks. so i guess i'll get on that.
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