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fuck fuck fuck.
i'm in such a bad fucking mood. you'd think, just getting back from seeing tegan and sara, *and* finding a brand new magazine with the hottest picture i've ever seen of angelina jolie ever on it, i would be pretty damn content.
i'm not. and there isn't a reason why. i just feel like screaming and crying and throwing a huge tantrum and cutting my arms up. however, apparently, i have more control than that. well. yeah. to an extent.
so i'm sitting here concentrating on breathing.
but the show was reeeally good. and they looked way cute. i can't stand how cute they are. sara talked about how she felt poisoned from her thai food. & tegan rambled for a while about the new kids on the block concert. and i guess they were on the radio last night and i'm sad i missed it. but it was definitely fun. katie, though, still has to be one of the most obnxious people ever. she didn't stand with us though. & i met miranda there but was sorta shy. :P & i drank most of clarice's beer. hehe. i got a picture with them but even if it turns out [cass said she thinks it was out of focus] i was terribly unprepared and probably look funny.
ugh. i have a lot to go on about but i can't concentrate.
i'm in such a bad fucking mood. you'd think, just getting back from seeing tegan and sara, *and* finding a brand new magazine with the hottest picture i've ever seen of angelina jolie ever on it, i would be pretty damn content.
i'm not. and there isn't a reason why. i just feel like screaming and crying and throwing a huge tantrum and cutting my arms up. however, apparently, i have more control than that. well. yeah. to an extent.
so i'm sitting here concentrating on breathing.
but the show was reeeally good. and they looked way cute. i can't stand how cute they are. sara talked about how she felt poisoned from her thai food. & tegan rambled for a while about the new kids on the block concert. and i guess they were on the radio last night and i'm sad i missed it. but it was definitely fun. katie, though, still has to be one of the most obnxious people ever. she didn't stand with us though. & i met miranda there but was sorta shy. :P & i drank most of clarice's beer. hehe. i got a picture with them but even if it turns out [cass said she thinks it was out of focus] i was terribly unprepared and probably look funny.
ugh. i have a lot to go on about but i can't concentrate.