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last night a bunch of us went over to leah's because her parents are out of town. we mud wrestled in the back yard and jumped on the trampoline. it was a lot of fun. i have a huge bruise on my knee though. & a massive hangover. ..i passed out pretty early and right before i feel asleep i vowed to myself that i'm not drinking again for a very long time.
the past few days have been dull. i've been really depressed.. and i thought... i don't know. i was doing okay. but now at least half the time i'm with anyone it's awful... i just want to be some place more quiet. or... something. just anti-social and irritable. i'm glad i'm leaving for disneyland soon cause somehow i think if i don't get a break from things here soon i'll just ruin everything.
i showed jeremy all my angelina jolie stuff the other day. he made fun of me.
fuck work. i'm gonna go get some lunch.
the past few days have been dull. i've been really depressed.. and i thought... i don't know. i was doing okay. but now at least half the time i'm with anyone it's awful... i just want to be some place more quiet. or... something. just anti-social and irritable. i'm glad i'm leaving for disneyland soon cause somehow i think if i don't get a break from things here soon i'll just ruin everything.
i showed jeremy all my angelina jolie stuff the other day. he made fun of me.
fuck work. i'm gonna go get some lunch.