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i make the worst coffee ever.
staying up as late as i want and then sleeping in as late as i want is so amazing. i go to bed around 4 and get up around 2 and that is exactly the way it should be. however, the job search has been less than successful. i have about six applications to turn in today though. & more places to get them from.
now i'm just waiting for jeremy and leah to show up. cause i'm home alone and bored. lately though i've needed really badly to be alone sometimes. the other night a lot of people were over.. like ten or something. and i just couldn't breathe around them all. sometimes there is only one other person i can stand, depending on the moment. but that makes sense i guess.
there are some things around me that really need to change. people that i need to talk to. i avoid the obvious sometimes. i dunno.
really this entry is pointless. i just felt inclined to write something.
staying up as late as i want and then sleeping in as late as i want is so amazing. i go to bed around 4 and get up around 2 and that is exactly the way it should be. however, the job search has been less than successful. i have about six applications to turn in today though. & more places to get them from.
now i'm just waiting for jeremy and leah to show up. cause i'm home alone and bored. lately though i've needed really badly to be alone sometimes. the other night a lot of people were over.. like ten or something. and i just couldn't breathe around them all. sometimes there is only one other person i can stand, depending on the moment. but that makes sense i guess.
there are some things around me that really need to change. people that i need to talk to. i avoid the obvious sometimes. i dunno.
really this entry is pointless. i just felt inclined to write something.